lost

I’ve been having a little bit of a crisis lately. That may sound a little melodramatic. But that’s really the only way I know how to describe it.

I can’t really even figure out what’s going on. I just know that I’m not doing good. I can’t seem to shake whatever funk I’ve been in for the last month or so.

Maybe it’s the same thing that seems to happen to most often around my birthday, which was a month ago.

I don’t want this to sound like I’m just whining. I just needed a place to put some of these thoughts down.

I feel like I’m lost.

Like I don’t know what I’m supposed to be doing anymore.

Maybe it has a little to do with Chloe now being in preschool three days a week.

Maybe it has to do with having a plan for the free time that I would have those three days a week and then hurting my heel and not really being able to do much of that.

Whatever it is, I know that I’m not doing well right now.

I have blog posts that I’ve been meaning to write and that have been brewing in my head for this whole time.

I have things that I need to get done around the house.

I have these goals that I’ve set in my head and I haven’t followed through on any of them.

I feel like I’m falling deeper and deeper into this hole that is my mind and don’t know if I can get out.