Monday, June 27, 2016

Prayer

Yesterday in church we talked about prayer and the power of prayer and I realized that I don't pray.

Lately I've been feeling very lost and broken and realized I never really pray about it.

For most of the last seven years I've been a stay at home dad and I found my identity there. I may not have been the most active dad, but I still knew what and who I was.

This fall though, we are looking to put Chloe into preschool. So, I find myself in this strange place now. I'm still looking to stay at home, but I have to find something to do.

During this whole time though, I don't think I've prayed about it at all. I've prayed about other things and other people's problems. But never my own.

I don't know exactly why that is. Maybe I don't feel my concerns are worthwhile. Maybe I just don't know what to pray for, so I end up not praying.

I don't know what the problem is, but I do know that I need to be praying about this. I also could use your prayers. If you have read this far into this post, you probably know me. I could definitely use your prayer for direction in my life.

I'm tired of feeling lost and alone. I know I'm not, but I can't help feeling that way.